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当我还傻傻地以为原来老天还是眷顾我的时候，残酷的事实却偏偏非得在这时将我从美梦中打醒。

i told myself i'm going to stay awake no matter how, but i fell asleep unknowingly. it was a sweet dream that i wished i could sleep forever. today i finally woke up coz i thought the sweet dream was going to turn into the darkest nightmare..

why do all my dreams turn into nightmares? is it better to wake up before the nightmare comes or continue with the sweet dream until the nightmare sets in?

i hate myself.. my heart is insane. i'm hurting a little more than i thought i might. so i'm not as strong as i thought afterall. i failed miserably in being who i wanted to be.

should i continue living in self-denial?

sorry bing bing dearie.. i know i'm such a lousy bestie for not having planned anything for your 21st :( i sincerely apologise! sorrieeeee ='( forgive me please!

my bio clock is screwed. i don't sleep at night anymore.. this is really bad. just whats going on with my life? everything is screwed. my appetite is screwed. my revision for exam next monday is screwed.

crap. to hell with everything.

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